First Blog

Oh gosh..

     This is my first blog! That's pretty exciting. I've been wanting to do this forever. But I'll be honest, Awkward was the really reason i started. It just seemed like a great idea to type out random thoughts to strangers. I'm just gonna vent my thoughts about things. Like now, I want to talk about music. Music is my life. It's the words I want to say and the feelings I can't figure out. I can't play an instrument or sing a note to save my life but music is the biggest part of my life. Weird? Its like my drug. It seems like songs always know what to say and they instantly make me feel better. It's the lyrics that make the song. I'd be a hot mess if I couldn't listen to music to calm me down. My new favorite artist is Ed Sheeran. His songs are just so true! But if any songs seem to talk about what I'm going though, I'll listen to it a thousand times. I just got up to 640 songs on the my phone and I am so proud of that! Gosh, I could talk about my love affair with music for hours. Am I the only one who feels like music is my best friend and no one can understand me like that? If I could express my feelings the way songs do everyone would know exactly the way I feel. That's actually a really scary thought. When I need to sit down and cry I just flip through my songs until I find sad songs that were MADE for me and I just let it out. I don't know if that is a healthy thing to do, but i do it anyway. Well, that's my secret affair with someone named music.

"And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland, or sells love to another man"
-Ed Sheeran The A-Team