Last night was the most dramatic night of my life. Well last night I found out that the guy I hooked up with girlfriend found out we hooked up. And I found out who told her. One of my best friends. A girl I talk to every single day. We became close and I started to tell her everything. So when the hook up happened it felt natural to tell her. That's when I found out that she was good friends with his girlfriend. But since we were closer, I figured she would not have told her. And she promised me she would either. Because that would obviously make her a bad friend. So last night she texted me saying she had "big news". She told that bitch. His girlfriend says that she is upset with him but won't break up with him because she really wants to make it work... they have been dating almost three weeks.. She also said she didn't hate me and wouldn't tell anyone. First off, I didn't give a fuck what she thought about me or who the fuck she would have told. Secondly, who the fuck wants to stay with someone who cheated on them. So after thinking about it, I decided to call that boy I hooked up with. She hadn't said anything to him about it. He also thought it was weird that she was so obsessed with him. But once we changed the subject I asked if we were going to hang out. He said his girlfriend wouldn't appreciate that. And that really hurt because he really is the world to me. I don't know when Ill see him again now. She was going to pretend she didn't know. I was so pissed that I told my backstabbing bitch of a best friend that I told him she found out and got mad because he wasn't supposed to know the girlfriend knew. How fucking stupid is that. So then my "best friend" started tell me to be happy I told the girlfriend and to get over it and just go back to being friends with her. Fuck no. Fuck people and their sick minds. I'm done with everything and I don't care about anyone anymore.
Also, I've watched Rocky Horror Picture Show twice this weekend. A total of five times :)
"Give yourself over to absolute pleasure."
- Frank-N-Furter
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