Back to Square One

Well, i think it is safe to say the my new friendship is over. The one person I really care about has made it sorta clear to me that she has more important things to deal with. And i guess it is okay because i saw it coming but I don't like think about how I'm completely alone now. I've been cancelled on two weeks in a row and so I'll retreat back into my hole and forget this ever happened. Clearly, hoping things would change around was a terrible idea. Because things don't change, and neither do people. I feel too upset to even cut right now... and that says alot.
"If you give up on me, I'm going to give up on me too."